Understanding You...

For so long I've gone through life living this lie. Living the way that others wanted me to live. I got sick of it, putting on a different outfit a different persona if you will, of what others expectations were of me. Living in such a way that you don't know who you are is well lonely. Not knowing who you are because the different groups you hang out with on a regualar basis have changed you and warped you into, in my case, something i never wanted to be. While most people don't exactly know what i've gone through in my life the hurt and pain that i have caused myself and others is to much for the beginning of a blog, but as you read this i encourage you to step back from your friends, from the expectations that others have and even those you have and examine who you are, you might come to the realization, as i did, that you have no clue no idea of who you are but i promise as you give it time as you develop your own thoughts and ideas and analyze why you believe the things you do you will come to a complete understanding of who you truly are, I hope you enjoy the things i write on here...some may not make sense but others might and i encourage comments and thoughts and ideas...enjoy.